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I was born a male in the heart of the south with a broken body and eventually a broken will. I put alot of effort into trying to be a man, but I just couldnt. I literally physically couldnt. It didnt help I had terrible role models like my father as well, and as I got older I started having dreams of living my life as a woman. Then I began to desire that more because feminization and the acceptance of a womanly feminine role is what I wanted. I was scorned, mocked, abused for it by my family as well as my peers. No one seemed to understand. Even becoming a young adult i've still struggled to try to be that way. Sometimes I dont feel like I deserve it, or im scared maybe its wrong. I still want it though. Its frustrating feeling so alone and worried about this. I dont know what im doing and sometimes i feel like im faking even when I try my best simply because im so nervous of being attacked or hurt for it. I dont want to be a sissy. I dont really even want the humiliation. I just want to be feminine. I just want to be a woman. Its who I feel and believe myself to be.