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I went back to the beginning and watched your first video. My wife and I have been married 51 years and we did some swinging in our younger years after we had cheated on each other. We thought swinging was better, at least it was honest and not going behind each other's back. I can't say it was exciting and hot and we did things I thought we'd never do and we got into drugs, not hard drugs, pot and alcohol and speed. Things got worst and I lost the woman I fell in love with when I was 17 and I was the man she fell in love with either. Eventually she had enough and she wanted recovery and I said I did too but I was lying so she left me and I hit bottom and I started going to NA meetings. After nine months we got back together, we forgave each other of the past, renewed our vows, and started over. the last 31 years have been the past ever. I looked at the Sydney in this video who had been married 10 years and had been totally faithful to her husband. I understand how having a stranger showing you some attention and the fact that he desired you would make you feel really good and boost you self esteem. In the next few videos you weren't sure if you were doing the right thing but it was like a drug and speaking as not only a recovering drug addict but a recovering sex addict as well, sex is like a drug and it affects the same chemicals in the brain. I hope it all works out for you both. I hope you are both happy and you both don't get hurt. I don't know if you can get back to the Sydney in this video. You struck me as a very sweet caring lady and a loving wife that any man would be proud of. It is none of my business, so you can tell me to take a flying leap, but the videos I watched here lately like the one where you got kicked out of the club for having sex in the bathroom -- well, frankly it scared me. You've become someone else. I hope you are well physical, mentally, and emotionally. Just be careful and remember to love yourself because those other men don't love you -- they are only using you.

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